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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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/Sunday, November 29, 2009
time to slow things dowm ;D  stay cheerful in every situtuation of life :)for nothing man,today post is like gonna be short too.haha. yesterday - talked to jiankai,gave me some advice which did help to understnd myself better.thanks ;D no idea why but i love to use "BOOMZ and SHINGZ OFF" haha.FUCK man laugh til die. my idea of creativity is not ther yet it takes time to create out from it.hope it does jus one day ;D /Friday, November 27, 2009
 certain things bear on mind that i cant forget. hey people,today's post is gonna be diferent from my rest cause this post is gonna free my sorrows within my heart. starting from here,going to genting was superb fun.my happiness level stood higher than my expectations/ but why did ms zu leave us,cause she needed to see her family.it was something i cried about.th only time i let my sorrows out.i have no iea.i no fear of being trashed around but why now the tears just let out/ thanks J.K for being here beside me too :) i have learnt something from you. my angr was subdue but not sorrows.in life,i have the feeling of others who have changed.is not by attitude but by heart.being influenced,is part of it..FEELING THE SHATTERED PAIN.but why do you make me feel this way.nothing i could do ya.,cause is your own soul i can help but not fully of course.the pain within me is gonna reach to its maximum.NOBODYS really NOBODY understands me except this 4 really helped out the most... Jeanis - among everybody,she was the only person that changed from starting of the year till now.she has made some vast improvement in attitude.she is loyal to friends and lots.she is somewhatworthy to be a truefriend Charmain - she knows my attitude cause she has been with me since pri2 till now.dance is something we enjoy.my attitude also changed,that is how i feel to myself.she ever think that way,cause i just have the tension around her. :) she will be sister always :D Huisi - she is some joker at times,cant help it.she has a fragile heart in her,she needs friends to boost her morale.wish that she could be better person in the near future.she was my only friend(sec 1) that has never fought with me not once at all. im not lying about it Jiankai - most of my credits goes to him,only till genting,i realise that he was a great friend.even before we were close friends,he helped me out too :) thanks :) to me now,he is something special.cant help it :) to me now, these 4 friends are the true ones :D always :) Labels: my hearts feel the pain. /Friday, November 20, 2009
my heart is only open half for the rest/ kept shut  things begins witth you.practically,tired like nobody cares and slept late too..damn.guess im just superb tired and all.im just worried for something. my life is getting...just two more days/ why so fast? LOLS! guess this is something to look foward.im there for the FUN! :D and partily dance. .__."" we will all miss ms zu from there.we will be there alone w/o her.after dance,walked with HS to dunnoe where.dont bother asking what she asks me :) then ended up in compass,but upon reaching my body was half-tired alr.LOLS!. when to checked out the lipbulm.soyaaa laaaaaaaaaa/.....and many others. :) diedie tmr must prepare everything. xD
im just practically fascinated by Taylor Swift songs. >.< my blogsongs will be some of hers. :) together with g-Dragon. PRO! byes. :) /Tuesday, November 17, 2009
dont waste your affection tears on me.(:  best to learn things from scratch.Today after dance,ME,HuiSi,Jiankai and Zhon.we went to the gym to trainup.i just little more can do a split.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! D: treadmill was fun but stoped halfway for nothing.? LOLS! wasting time.i just want to do more for my abdominal part.quite ok.used alot of energy.done.had the idea that had MAC.i feel FAAT!!!! >.<> so done with everything. just feeling fucked up nowadays by Herman. ==.== /Monday, November 16, 2009
dance dance dance till numb :D i have no idea at times why im getting really energetic. oo well.nobody knows.stress? maybe. ._. Today had dance practice,but this HUISI say seniors comes.so i was wondering true.SUA just run.go there she laugh.DAMN i was fooled by that girl.reached around 7.50am? checked the canteen,the food was not ready and i havent started buying the textbooks yet.forgotten already about it.finished around 10.50-11am? but loithered in school w/ dancers in NEEDLEWORK ROOM.soyaaa...we discuss about watching Paranormal Activity at Jannah's or Lenny's house. left the place at 12? ya. we went to Hougang Avenue 3 to have lunch.i gonna tell that the chicken rice(nasi ayam) was SUPERB GOOD.but i feeeling FAT! D: haha.but is still worth it :D haha.pictures have not come it.sorry people :] i think i going off already BYESBYES :] /Saturday, November 14, 2009
slept late.im used to that already :) hey,lucky i dont have black eyes much.guess im still too random as always. im really pissed? so i have words for people that has no brains. :D FUCK OFF! of my life. :D thanks PHOTOS will com in next pos.stay tune(: you rules? sorry i'm not complied to it ;) first and most,sorry readers for not posting eevry so often.guess im too bored with so many things till i have total forgtten about BLOGGER? lols.nah too tired.dance is still on.next week heading of to genting for competition and FUN! ♥ haha.dancers are planning something on soon.if i remember clearly.but it was something secret.haha. too bad. clearly,last week,im like out every so often.despite chalet(: Monday head out with friends in the early sunrise,despite,due to no dance for the day.plain happy :) when out to vivo and hougang mall.it was surprisingly,gonna be sick. *puking feeling* X: the ride at hougang mall was terrible,almost flew out of it by someone.(not wanting to mention the name) Tuesday headed out for dance practice at 7.30am.nobody reached yet,cleared up some steps.damn tiring.but lets continue.met huisi and joey for class chalet.cause i sms people nobody only those two...-.-'' LOLS! you know something that the shirt was striking like mad,people around keep looking.LE KUA SIMI? haha.reached there around 12pm.Jeanis and Hazel have not come.so we when e-hub and followed to the beach to cycle.stopped by at some point,the beach nearing the end.collected some debris that were in the way.and had the bad feeling off catching crabs :D woots! haha. almost rained but did not damn can they predict well enough? the food was not well-cooked so nothing we could do.but the neghbours were kind to give a helpinghand with the barbequeing.hen ps seh. we must learn to cook better (: by then,homed around 11++pm.tired and slept. Wednesday and Thursday}same rountine (: Friday}also since the outing was cancelled. :S today?nothing much on?but grumbled about many things. -.- superb FUCKED-UP __ /Wednesday, November 4, 2009
WAKING UP IN VEGAS bad mood flos in but nobody cares cause some are just heartless.had dance but was still enjoying listening to : [Empire State Of Mind]. superb cool. it has been about a week,but more songs are intrduced by LHS.weird? K-Pop is the trend now eh? not bad(: not idea but i wonder why so many people keep losing their items like me.iPod Cable missing and my LG earpiece missing.DAMN IT fck seh.was tired so cant post so long as if i cared? just tired no mood to post.byes :] /Tuesday, November 3, 2009
little mistakes proves to be big  who would you rather chose? him/her?she is being to confused again.im just a listening ear to her.anyways,her life is messed up,by ♥.many times,it was never the first but many times.who cared,her close friends. let me give you an advice: use your common logic to solve things that are made impossible.heartbroken? dont pour over it too much anymore.it will cause more hatred and unhappiness :] skipped dance to confort *ahem*.so ya,even i also no mood,but feel like going out.had fun throwing weird things,and found many dead living things on shore. had breakfast at MacD,big breakfast always satisfy me yea. ._. haha.lunch was totally skipped.so no point yea.cabbed back to anchorvale,paid by *ahem* lols.paiseh yea :"S.felt much confortable after today,but found out many things,sunburn.DAMN IT! >:< /Monday, November 2, 2009
STEAD :]  im just bustling happy :]for the record,getting back the mood.hate the fact of hating her,my next post is just for her to see.anyways,went for dance and the steps was quite complicated,at least somebody can understand.steading is agreeable.but guess is still too early.let things take its pace.it is much better that way :] agreed? anyways people,just short post. buais :] |
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